Monday, July 07, 2008
I cannot believe it. One of my past smu classmate is dead. Seriously. Even though the both of us were not like really close and that the both of us only knew each other for like 5days it's still saddening. Later will be gg to attend the wake. Hope it won't be too awkward.
I found out through The Straits Times. I don't read newspaper and don't read Straits Times at all. My friend bought and asked me to scan the newspaper for furniture for him so I did. Little did I know the 2nd page that I flipped to see I saw a familar face. Den when I read more, I realised that my friend was missing at sea. I couldn't believe it. At nite, when I called my mum to tell her that my friend was too sick to function and that I gotta take him to the doc tt time my mum broke the news to me that my friend was found. I was so shocked. I couldn't talk at all. Den my friend still had the cheek to tell me "wad do you expect? When you know tt he's missing you should know already." Like cold-blooded like tt! I mean okies he's sick and everything and mayb a little pek chek cux i kept pestering him to go see doc but can he be a little more sensitive to my feelings?!
Anyways, it's time everything come to an end. Since sat nite I think everything changed. Esp ytd nite. Everything sure changed. Afterall mum has the final word rites? I cannot believe myself. It's a pretty incredulous time for me. When I look back at this I think the only thing I will do is laugh at how stupid and selfless I can get. The selfless part is good but the stupid part? I rather it not be like that. Hahas... I seriously also duno wad im typing about now cux there are too many details that I cannot divulge here. Time really flies... Tmr sch's starting. I cannot believe it. Initially I got so like restless that suddenly no need rush for sch and study for exams but then now aft I got used to having a free life aft work, sch's starting. Crazy crazy life. I think im getting so cranky already. Cranky over all the stuff that has been gg on lately. Okies... time to start pulling up my socks... aftall mum has the final word. Hahas...
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